Humbled by your majesty

Tooooo free

I think that all my troubles come because i am too free then i purposely create trouble for myself cos i have nothing better to do.At first i thought ok got precepts got some devotion to do then this week i will be ok but crap i still am super free and bored if i had known i would have accepted eric's offer to do something.Dang this is bad.But anyway tml is the weekends which mean i have something to do whoopeee and then there is sunday where there is even more things to do whoopee and there is 4e6 gathering why is it that weekends got so much stuff but weekdays dont? haih then some more calss gathering clashes with precepts aiyo wrong timing man wrong timing but josh says i should not go for precepts but precepts is important man,i think i will just leave earlier like during the break or something like that.Hoho and i havent even thought of wad to share for devotion pressure man first one of the year have to like make it meaningful or something.

And they said i should start first cos of randomness,and eric said that i did well in camp.But in all honesty i din think so,i had a hard time finding the words to say, not many people opened up unless i asked them to.And i think i said like alot of wrong things and in the end i kept like telling alot of stories must be quite boring mine.Whats worse is this time is with JAM a group that i have been with for technically 4 years.Its different cos in camp i could like say stuff like randomly without them like thinking wow this guy is such a drama guy or stuff like that and if u mess up they wont necessarily like think u are a idiot.Although i sincerely doubt jammers will do that but still its pressure you know like especially some of them who know me very well,to mess up is really WOAH.But still i will try my best.With prayer !!! Go GOD!

posted by Jeremy Yam @ 1/11/2008 11:32:00 PM