Humbled by your majesty

livin on a prayer

gosh the first weekend of 2008 over soooo fast.Honestly speaking after like hearing samson caleb liesel and all talk about their super fun time in their jc orientation i cant help but feel jealous and left out.Cos no.1 now they talk talk talk about their jc life and caleb keeps ranting over his cheers (no offense) and i only have like bert and william to talk to, cos we are the so called future poly goers.Jealous that they at least get to spend time with people not like me at home rotting to death and like waiting to work my butt off,like i keep telling myself why din i work harder when i was in sec 3, maybe if i did.I would have at least made it into the first 3 weeks of jc and not be in this state now,they keep talking as if their lives are super interesting in jc and i am in this stage where i still dunno where to go like my mum and bert say i should go poly and like caleb and people say like if yam doesnt go jc i treat him breakfast lunch and dinner on the same day.Super big problem and this is troubling me like mad.Go to god in prayer .

Anyway enough about that.About today !!! Church as usual,worship sermon,fellowship downstairs and then me caleb van had this "meeting" with the our leaders for some stuff yea,so after that we went for precepts,which has given me something to do although it looks like i am back to school doing homework. I believe its something meaningful and already first lesson and i was quite interested in the whole thing although there was like homework and like discussion groups.It was alot of reading and quite a bit of writing not like those kind of seminars where u listen to the person speak and fall asleep yea so all in all its quite good.Then we went to AH to visit nat who has a knack of landing himself in hospital,yea he looked like a robot,like no emotions and he kept saying hello hello hello,yea pray for him guys.After that a few of us went to queensway to shoe shop but i was totally not in the mood and i suddenly had this monster appetite so i kept eating and eating and even after we finished i still could go for dinner with bert.Life is on a dull dull stage for me now

posted by Jeremy Yam @ 1/06/2008 09:39:00 PM