Humbled by your majesty

Like a grain of sand.....

Something just flew into my eye, SUPER IRRITATING! IT's like a grain of sand thats floating around. For some reason the past few days i have had this very distinct feeling of wanting to talk or write. I dont know how to really explain it. Maybe its loneliness but when i went school, i still felt this stranger-like atmosphere. And i really dun feel like talking or going high. Looks like this semester is going to fly like that. It's like a brainstorm over in my brain. I'm thinking about SO many things that its actually freaking out. And every single thought tugs at my heart. Maybe god is telling me something.

On a brighter note, i really think god is beginning to show me my SHAPE. And i aint a full melancholy! Hmph at all the people who thought of me the moment the word melancholy came up. This shape thing really does well for my self-esteem though i pray it won't make me like big headed or anything. This week is my last for slacking then school starts, although it still slacks but i feel an aura of like badness that approaches me this semester.

Dear lord, every single thought , every single moment is given by you. I pray that you show me what is it you want me to do with all these thoughts. And i know ultimately that everything is within your hands. I also want to thank you for your unfailing love that always comforts me when i have my low self esteem problem. I pray that your presence continue to guide me on and lead me on. Lord i also pray that you just be the leader as i embark on the next phase of my school life and that you be first in everything i do. Lastly , father i pray for all my friends who are doing their As that lord you just continue to be everything that they need. Strength, wisdom , health, support. For you are all they need. So lord i pray you help them press on and let them look forward with cheerful hearts and mind. All these i pray in your most precious name. Amen

posted by Jeremy Yam @ 10/20/2009 09:47:00 PM