Shot through the heart....
Wow......seriously wow,shotgun through my heart man,i was just praying to god to ask him to gimme the peace and strength to last through tml.But after i did so,i thought the results that determine the next and important phase in my life comes out tml, how in the world am i supposed to be at peace at this time when this is such an anxious time.Then my phone vibrates.Message from serene saying "and the peace of god, which trancends all understanding wil guard our hearts and minds in christ jesus"Phillippians 4:7.Strike 1.I felt a little bit better knowing that his peace WILL guard my heart and i should not fret and i became less worried.But what happens get damn sucky results? Won't that be the end of me,and all of a sudden i remembered talking to liesel and i remembered these words she smsed me.Even if i do badly,at least i know that god has a plan for me there and i am supposed to be carrying out at that place.Strike 2.But that theres little tinch of nervousness that just won't go away.Then i read caleb's blog"and i trust God, i really do, so no matter what score i get, like come on, i may end up going to the worst course in poly and changing the lives of some people who feel their lives have hit a road block or MY very own life could be changed to see how determined people are. i mean, we all never noe what God's plans are, so we just gotta hold on tight to jeremiah 29:11. God's plans are plans to give us a hope and a future. indeed."Wow and then i realised my life should go the way that he wants to go not my way.For he knows the best for us and that tinch of nervousness is gone.Sure i will still be anxious at the hall,but it is on the positive side now,no longer negative.From "shit what if i get like crap and go some lousy sch" to now " damn i am excited to see what god has in store for me"Strike 3 i'm out,what's there to fear now,for the lord god almighty is always with us.Caleb succeeded in his motivational speech.OH yea reach service people! my church 3-6 sat, wanna come ask me man!
posted by Jeremy Yam @ 1/23/2008 09:39:00 PM
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